3.20.2012

“the worst part is not to dry your own tears but to have only an empty spot to share the good news with”

It is not when the rest of the world comes tumbling down that I miss you the most.
I miss you the most when I feel bright and everything seems to be perfect except for your empty spot.


Using full stops makes me take this as simple descriptions of reality. After all, it is not a big deal that I did my job and got complimented for doing it. You couldn't care less and I shouldn't care at all. 
The days progress regardless our lack of interaction. 
I just want to transmute the love I still feel into hate. In order to move on, I must hate you for dragging me to your own chaos.