I'm surprised, puzzled actually... I'm having trouble with a standard recognition task and I bet an inclusive test would lead to the same feeling of unfamiliarity...
I thought I would be thrilled and curious and willing, but in fact I feel static and apathetic and not willing to make an effort (yes, surprisingly it takes an effort that I wasn't expecting).
The distance grew too long. You made your decision and now I'm a slave to it, can't go back anymore even if you wanted to, which I'm too painfully sure it's not the case.